It's always a Monday start to tje diet

It's Monday tomorrow and I need to sort my eating out. I have been soooooooo bad lately. It's Slimming World tomorrow, not that I really want to go. I've lost only 5 lbs in ermmmm..... Ages like a year of going there or something. 😱

Have i no willpower? No. I see other people losing weight week after week and i feel a big failure.